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Black Mania
Oh the terrible
twisted roads of torment and pain. Scrambled thoughts
crash down cliffs, scattered pieces remain. On the playground when
I was a lad, Children will be
children, but the things they said hurt real bad. Words of appraisal I
did not know, But the wrath of
dissatisfaction always delivered a mighty blow. I stand alone in
crowds of plenty. I wonder do they like
me, are they friends or enemies? I kid myself I don’t
like people or need any friends. And self abusive
thoughts never let the wounds mend. Lord, I’m so tired
of being lonely and afraid, Life can be a living
hell, my dues have been paid. Ship wrecked and lost
in a sea of self pity, The waves of guilt and
remorse come in plenty. I swim against a
strong tide of self destruction, And my life is a maze
of mixed up emotions. Crushed, torn, and
worn I stand here a humble man. God! I can’t do it
by myself, do you mind if I get a helping hand.
Loveday Rusty W. |
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Although BipolarConnection Network strives for
the highest quality in the resources offered here, unless otherwise noted,
BipolarConnection Network is not responsible for the validity or accuracy of the
material presented in. The pages are thought to be accurate, but no warranties,
expressed or implied, are made. The opinions of the authors are not necessarily
the opinion of BipolarConnection Network.
The contents of BipolarConnection Network are
for information purposes only and do not replace the assessment of a physician
or psychotherapist.. Always consult a trained mental health professional before making any decision regarding treatment choice or changes in your treatment. Never discontinue treatment or medication without first consulting your physician, clinician or therapist. If you are feeling like you want to harm yourself or others, please consult a mental health professional or other health care professional IMMEDIATELY. Online resources are not meant to nor cannot replace the specialized training and professional judgment of a health care or mental health care professional. |
